You lied to me.
I don't know if I can trust you anymore.
Face it, you just don't want me here.
When we text/call/IM, everything's just fine. But when we meet, it's like I don't exist.
I feel as if I don't mean anything to you anymore.
Like i'm a disgrace to be friends with.
Tell me.
What did I do wrong?

you just don't seem to care anymore. It's always about somebody else now. And it has always been about another person, and not me.
There wasn't even a goodbye. NOTHING.
for once, can I actually be close to you? can I be the one you tell your secrets to? can I be your shoulder that you cry on? can I be the one whom you look forward to see everyday? can I be the one who makes you laugh even in the worst situations? can I be the one that you never get enough of? can I be the one who you are always anxious to text/call?
for once, can I?

I miss the old times.
if there WERE old times...

Met up with Afiqah, Farah and Rusydina on Friday at tiong as holidays are already here. Talked to Afiqah and Rusydina on the phone later that night, then called Rusydina for comfort later in the night.
Next day, went to geylang to buy stuff? Then, headed to Bras Basah to buy stuff for next year.
It's like friggin fast seh! Sheesh. Wanted to go to Bugis Street, but suddenly cancelled the plans, sheesh.
Went home and watched Halloween: Resurrection. Apparently, me, Afiqah and Rusydina were like friggin scared after watching that show, hahaha.

love, shafeeqa♥

I won't be blogging that often now.
My laptop's gonne get confiscated.
BYE

Wowee! Alot to blog about, huh? haha. Lets start from Monday, yeah? Or,, have I blogged about monday? Hmmm, nevermind. I blog je eh? Hahaha ^^




Monday
Went to Hanisha's house and slacked there. Omg, Nisha, Farah and Afiqah stayed in the room and watched cartoons while me and Rusydina went to the living room and ate the kuih rayeeer. Omg, somebody eat rabak seh! hahahahaha, funny.
Then, went home by cab.
This day ws funnnnnnnnn! ^^ Then, at night, video called with Afiqah.
I think video-calling has become part of my daily life now, hahaha. It's so fun! hahaha.
Our secrets man! hahaha. Then, conferenced with Rusydina until like 1+ . Told Rusydina to turn on 91.3fm, but we didn't realise that she turned on gold 90fm. Sheesh, hahaha. So, hung up because both of them were tired. Terpakse lah eh, hand up. HAHAHA.




Tuesday
Went to Farah's house today with the usuals. Met Rusydina and Hanisha at Redhill MRT, and proceeded to her house. Met up with Afiqah, the smurf. Hahaha.
Went up to Farah's house. Blablabla. Something affected me, dowanne elaborate furthur.
In her room, piggy backed Afiqah, LOL. hahaha, she's heavier than I thought okay? haha.
Then, she was like 'hanging' onto me like i'm some kind of tree. -oo- hahahaha.
Made our way to Bugis for shopping. Took 32, which didn't seem to take very long, eh? haha
Some stuff happened, which again, I dowanne elaborate furthur.
After shopping, went to National Library and slacked there. Accompanied Afiqah to find a book she can borrow. At last, buku siape yang die pilih? Buku aku jugak, HAHAHAHAHA.
Went back to the place where we were sitting.
MOTEK-ED. o.o HAHAHAHAHA, eh, fun bodoh! hahaha, ^^
Around 5+, left for home. Oh, I kept saying "I want Thai food cause me so huuuuuungry." in this weird accent. Hahaha, then they were like laughing, hahahaha.
Went to Tiong as Afiqah and Farah wanted Old Chang Kee, or something.
Around 6:30, siad goodbye. We did not crap as sombodehhhhh was tired.


Wednesday
Texted the whole day! Hahaha.
Sexy♥


Thursday
Last day of school for most. Sec three's have to come back for two more weeks for this Academic Bridging programme thingy.
Got out report books. Comforted love♥
Met up with Farah and Afiqah, and we made our way to the back gate first as Rusydina was with a teacher.
Waited there for Nisha. So, headed to MacDonalds and I saw somebody there, hahaha.
Called Sufri blablabla.


Went to library and slacked there for a few hours.
MY PLANS OF MOTEK-ING WERE RUINED AS ACCORDING TO SOMEONE, GOT PEOPLE!
Sheesh, hahahaha. Tkpe lh eh? hahaha.
Yeah, so Nisha left first, which leaves four.
We left at around 2:30 or something, eh? Walked to the bustop and said bye to Afiqah and Farah.
Which leaves just me and Rusydina. Decided to follow her to music, so went to her house, left and took 64.
Arrived and ate at Long John Silver's. Oh, alot of story telling happened, hahahaha ^^
Walked around to find some stuff, and then headed to where? idk, haha.


Waited outside her class, while looking at pictures from her phone.
Texted while waiting for her, which seems to be very short seh! Hahahaha, time flies when you're occupied, huh?
Wanted to go other places, but decided not to.
Went home and texted again, showed my report book to my parents.
So, my handphone is gone get confiscated everynight at 9, and my laptop is gonne get confiscated for good. Like, wth? Sheesh.
Texted sexy about the whole story, and she was like "what?!". So sad kan? I know, haha.


Probably meeting Afiqah, Farah and Rusydina tomorrow ♥


i'll miss afiqah.♥
i'll miss farah.♥
i'll miss hanisha.♥
i'll miss rusydina.♥

love, shafeeqa♥

Met Sufri at Harbourfront and headed to Dhoby Ghaut to pick up Kaliesa yang dah kene kacau bangla -.- hahaha
Then, we went to hougang, where we took a taxi to mamahani's place. WOW, semangat seh we come at 2:30, hahaha. Because DARLING was coming at 4.
So, I told Sufri to buy something for me, hahaha. SHHHHHH! Then, got lost at the HDB flat trying to find the house, hahaha.
Finally, we reached there and drankk some 'orange infused vodka' hahahaha. Ate, and watched Sinar Lebaran again while waiting for other people to come.
Went onto the com as we were getting bored. Alah, I just follow them only, wth? hahaha.
Suriah came followed by Hamizah and Zul. All of us crammed into that small room with the computer, hahaha.
Me, Kaliesa and Sufri kept hitting/slapping each other, sheesh. Pain y'knw! haha.
So, we waited, and waited, and waited. Dah pukul 6 DARLING masih blom sampai lagi! sheesh.
Darah dah up beb! hahahaha.
Oh, then Kaliesa went for 2nd round. WOW! hahaha. Then, she put her phone in between her legs.
Then, I went to call her and she was like "VIBRATION!" . LOL, hahahahaha.
Then, tunggu lagi. MASIH BELUM SAMPAI! Sheesh.
So., took group photos and stuff. Then, finally me, hamizah and suriah left first without seeing DARLING ):):):
So, took our duit raya and left, haha. WOW! Zul pon bagi duit raya, hahahahaha.
As we were on our way home, Hamizah got a text from DARLING saying that he was reaching soon.
I tell you, I was like "GRRRRRRRRRRRR!". Sheesh, irritating seh.

At night, video called with Spongebob until late at night. It was funnnnnnnnn! haha.
I showed her some stuff that cannot be told here, hahahaha.
Yeah, so we entertained each other and we were like lip-synched to some songs, hahaha.
FUNNY! hahaha.
Oh, she was scared! hahaha, because I was scaring her, hahahahahah! I told her about the text I got, and she was like "And did you say "yes?" hahahaha!" sheesh, haha.

and, yre in port dickson ):):):

love, shafeeqa♥

Yesterday went out with Farah and Rusydina. Will upload the pictures soon! (:
Today, got back a few of my results o.o Surprisingly, I friggin passed my social studies! hahaha!
Went home and played Hotel626 with Afiqah.
Then at night, video called Afiqah due to some reasons, haha.
Tomorrow, going out with sufri, kaliesa and other people to beraya. Whee! haha, but meeting the blogshop pnye orang first. I'm getting my hoodie! yay! haha

love, shafeeqa♥

squishy! <3

4D Magix!

It looks hairy rather than censored.

Tuesday

After exams,went to Tiong with Rusydina to buy some stuff. Decided to meet up with Afiqah, Farah and Hanisha and go to Sentosa (:

So, yeah. Me and Rusydina went home to change first. And, Rusydina got stuck outside her house because she didn't bring her keys! What luck maaaaaan, hahaha. So, she came to my house first, and then went to her house as her brother was home already.

Rushed to vivo to meet up with them. Took the skytrain or whatever it is called. I was looking for Dian but I couldn't find her):):): haha.

Made our way to Siloso and I sat there and watched them play as I didn't bring extra clothes.

After like 45mins there, we made our way to Imbiah to watch the 4D Magix and Cineblast thingy.

Hanisha had to go so she didn't join us):):):

Oh, the thing was funnnnnnn! Hahaha, I was like squealing like a pig lah seh! hahaha.

I saw Rusydina's friend, the lion, on the teevee at Cineblast, hahaha.

Went home via taxi with Rusydina. I became bankrupt after that.

Wednesday

Went to school for final exam, art! Haha, omg. Bummer seh! I couldn't finish colouring it, sheesh.

Rusydina and peeps going raya. I didn't go because I was tired and my mum didn't allow.

So, they're coming over later.

Meanwhile, I was playing Hotel 626 with Afiqah just now. I tell you, I was like freaking out lah!

And, Rusydina said that it wasn't scary. MY FOOT AH! hahahaha, lololol.

We're continuing later when there's somebody in my house so that I won't freak out more, haha.

I wanne go out tomorrow!

love, shafeeqa♥

Apparently, Nisha said my blog is lagging. Yer, i know. Hahaha. I've nothing to blog about most of the time, nyeha. Nisha knows about DARLING! OMG! Haha, she says it's friggin obvious, haha.
Maybe I should suggest changing the name, haha. Oh! I got one, but i scared nanti ade orang tersinggung. Haha, dalah bikin lagu pasal die, nyeha. Kaliesa knows what I know what you know what we know(?). LOL, hhahahah ^^

Two more friggin days and the friggin exams are friggin over! Like, YAY! Hahahaha. Gosh, i'm tired of not studying. LOL, hahahahaha.
OH! I stumbled upon 6A's blog, and it's like deadddddd. Seriously! Can somebody like, update it or something? Haha. What's the point of having a blog when the last time you updated it was like in 2007? hahahaha. Even the tagboard is deaddddddddd, haha.
And, and apparently, people dont to people who are in the secret society, sheesh. Hahahaha.

I gave up halfway through the POA exam, haha. It was like friggin hard lah!
Then I started to sing Helena, hahaha. Reminds me of Khoiri, hahaha. Nvm, hahaha.
Dad came home all of a sudden, so I had to switch off the internet for awhile. Takot katekan, lol, hahaha.

So, Nisha is like telling some random stuff that I find uberrrrr funneh+disgusting from some sources of entertainment. hahaahhaha.
And, like finally, Muffin Man came online! Dah berape eternity seh, hahahaha. Nenenenenek die nak gy jumpe members lah seh! HAHAHAHA!
Then, I was like talking to her liddish.

OMG? I havent even started on art yet, which means im a dead duck/pig/moose/alligator.
I wanted to go to Tiong Bahru just now to go Body shop and find tracing paper, but I got carried away with technology. Oh, fascinating! LOL, hahaha.

fine, i forgot what I wanne say next. OH! I REMEMBER! LMAO, HAHA.
I CAN'T FRIGGIN WAIT FOR SATURDAY TO FRIGGIN COME! LOL, AHAHAHAHA.

love, shafeeqa♥

Wheeee! Today's the last day for my Mendaki tuition, haha. We did nothing basically, just watched some funny videoclips and played this "guess the song" game, haha.
So, said bye to them for the last time, awwh, hahaha.


Currently having openhouse for my dad's side, and i'm just staying in my room playing Pokemon Emerald, hahaha.
*yawn* I'm Boreddddddddddd, haha.

Chemistry was easier than Physics, haha.
After school today, went to Queensway with Farah, Afiqah, Rusydina and Hanisha♥
Afiqah and Farah went to buy FBT shorts. Then, I saw the green colour one.
So I said, "Eh, the green colour macam the one the banglas wear. The glow-in-the-dark kind." OMG! haha, I totally didn't friggin realise that the person selling the shorts was a bangla. lol, hahaha. Then Hanisha was like, "OMG!" hahaha.
Nisha and Rusydina went somewhere, so we were waiting for them to reappear, haha.
As we(me, Farah and Afiqah) were waiting for them, we were observing some Malay family eating at some disgusting non-halal chinese laksa thingy. LOL, were kpo freaks, nyahaha.
There were no places at MacDonalds' so we went to Anchorpoint to find food outlets(:
Haha, Nisha was like desperate for one, hahaha.
Me and Farah talked along the way about DARLING, hahaha. *winkwink* Our little secret, hahaha.
Tak puas seh, I tell you the whole story, hahahaha.
Apparently, everywhere we went today, we saw Atiqah, hahaha. STALKERRRRRRR! hahaha.


CRAPPING TONIGHT AT 10! hahaha, can't waittttt! hahaha.
As long as I don't fall asleep sudah, haha.

love, shafeeqa♥

Few days back, slept at 5:30am. WHY? Because I crapped on the phone with the most wonderful people on the planet, HAHAHA.
MUFFIN MAAAAAN♥ DARLIIIING♥ MULUT BABIIIII♥
HAHAHAHHAHA! I don't know what nickname to give the last person. HAHAHA! Mintak maaf yer? hahahaha.
CRAP AGAIN LAH SIAO! HAHAHA ♥♥♥

Mrs Ng, my literature teacher, said that I have a babi face. OOPS! I mean, baby face. LOL, hahaha. Then, she compared me Siti Nurhaliza, -.- please eh? hahahaha.
And, and she said i'm sweet beacuse I helped to throw sweet wrappers for my classmates! hahaha.
So, after school, went to the canteen as usual. Me, Farah and Afiqah dragged Nisha back to the canteen as she wanted to go home, but we didn't allow her, haha.


Afiqah spreaded her 'smell' onto my shirt and hands, sheesh. haha. Let go of my hand lah seh! haha.
After that, went to Tiong Bahru with Afiqah, Farah and Rusydina.
At popular, me and Afiqah motek-ed. LOL, HAHAHAHA! Funny siao! hahaha. Then, we lead each other around popular, hahaha. I bet we looked like morons, hahaha.
Then, went into Challenger and Watsons.
Haha, Afiqah planned to go separate ways when we walked in, and she was like "Eh, cool siao!" lol, hahahaha.


Farah wanted to go Polar, haha. Funny stuff happened, hahaha. You don't wanne know, hahaha.
Went home with Rusydina. Haha, apparently Rusydina had URGENT matters to settle.
I told you to do at home, you dowan't, LOL. hahahahaha.


Chatted with Salleh, Zafirah and MUFFIN MAN♥ hahahahahaha.
MUFFIN MAN! LAGU GEREK LAH SEH! HAHAHAHAHHA!

love, shafeeqa♥

Soooooo, i've been sleeping late these few days. I don't know why, don't bother asking(:
Like, 2am 3am and of the sort.
Basically, I sleep just because there's nothing on the teevee and because I was dying of boredom. Like, seriously. What is there to do at 3 in the morning? NOTHING.
And, your whole family's asleep and the internet thingy is in your parent's room, so there's no way you can go online or something. Whoopeee, NO ENTERTAINMENT.


I'm just spending time eating kuih raya and studying, although I know I will fall asleep sooner or later.
Oh, i'm totally gonne flunk for my EOYs. There goes my handphone. Which is why I wanne repair my old handphone so I can take my SIM card and use it for the old phone. Make sense? haha.
(what's for dinner later? hmmm)
okaaaaaaaaay, that was so random. I'm just doing this out of boredom.
And, after what I read, I totally have no mood at all.
Go ahead and be f**king secretive all you like. I don't even know why I even started doing this lame shit(not blogging) in the first place.

Friday























Went to Queensway and Holland after school with Hanisha, Farah, Afiqah and Rusydina.
Then, went to Awad's house for Hari Raya dinner or something.


Saturday
Woke up at 10:30 and switched on my lappy to practice the songs and stuff for later.
Got ready and made our way to Swissotel for rehearsals. The room is on the 61 floor, WOW! haha.
The view is nice(: haha. duhhhh -.-
Got ready, and did hair/makeup. Omg, the makeup is like friggin thick lah! haha, and my hair looks friggin artificial after all the hairspray.
So, got on stage, sang a few songs. There were a few rounds, and before each round, I had to friggin pee. hahaha.
Reached home at around 12:30.


*yawns*

love, shafeeqa♥

Malam raya
I was watching suria, then all the Hari Raya texts started flooding in, Hahaha.
Texted Afiqah while watching teevee.
Omg, hahaha. Sinar Lebaran is like friggin funnehhhhhhh! hahahaha.
Crapped with Kaliesa, Sufri and Hamizah on the phone after Sinar Lebaran until 1+am. Eh, we should do this more often tau! Hahaha, gossip lagi. hahaha.
Then, ade orang call Kaliesa so hung up and went to sleep.

Woke up at 9am, hahahaha.
As usual, went to both rumah nenek.
At night, went back to mummy's side nenek to meet up with cousins ♥
Omg, funnnnnn! hahahaha.
i'll post pictures soooooon!

love, shafeeqa♥