resolutions.

1. pass my darn Os, haha with good grades
2. never let go/drift apart, (hee)
3. err, idk? err, oh! I wanne have outing with angels(dgr tu suf! haha)/anjengz

oh, I think Kaliesa wants to be the Momma Nature. HAHAHAHA! lol, haha. Kan kan kan?! Hha.

So, yeah. Watching countdown party, which soooooo freaking sucks. It's the pits man! hahah, I pity the people that have to sit there, watching this nonsense. HAHAHAHA. They can't sing! It's like, ruining the songs, omg. Why can't they get better singers? Haha.

love, shafeeqa♥

Third post for the day, I think.
Waiting for tutor to arrive, while texting.


Gah, I haven't even done my tuition homework.
Tsk, and I read 5 eclipse chapters today. Hee!
I'm proud of myself, hahaha.


I realise, there are things in life which I have to let go for the better.
And i'm 150% sure that you're not one of them.
just, don't make me do it.

love, shafeeqa♥

i got bored.

http://www.the-top-tens.com/50-random-questions.asp">50 Random Questions

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?

err, tbp.

2. Who are you in love with?

no one.

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?

nope.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

yeah, my pants. haha

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?

just now.

6. Are you wearing socks right now?

nope.

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?

not mine.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?

i don't freaking drive.

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

yes.

10. Are you hot?

no, not really.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?

coke.

12. What are you wearing right now?

orange tee, purple skinnies.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?

like I said, I don't have a car.

14. Last food that you ate?

err, cookies.

15. Where were you last week at this time?

at home.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

yes.

17. When is the last time you ran?

just now.

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?

err, that football match.

19. What is your favorite animal?

kitties!

20. Your dream vacation?

NYC, london, spain.

21. Last person's house you were in?

my grandmama's

22. Worst injury you've ever had?

I fell, and I couldn't walk.

23. Have you been in love?

nope.

24. Do you miss anyone right now?

yes ):

25. Last play you saw?

long time ago, er. The king and I.

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

whaaaaat?

27. What are your plans for tonight?

err, tuition.

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?

No myspace.

29. Next trip you are going to take?

Err, trip to my grandmama's house? haha

30. Ever go to camp?

yes.

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?

nope.

32. What do you want to know about the future?

If i'm gonne get married O.o

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?

yes.

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?

no, i'm not going to the doctor tomorrow.

35. Where is your best friend?

-

36. How is your best friend?

-

37. Do you have a tan?

yes?

38. What are you listening to right now?

nothing.

39. Do you collect anything?

yes, movie tickets.

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?

idk?

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?

never

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

yes.

43. What does your last text message say?

the living room no aircon. Damn budget ah. Wahlao eh. Then the fan kan, one small fan on the ceiling. I was like, tooot! -.-

44. Do you like hot sauce?

yes.

45. Last time you took a shower?

noon.

46. Do you need to do laundry?

yes.

47. What is your heritage?

whaaaaaat?

48. Are you someone's best friend?

-

49. Are you rich?

-

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?

sleeping

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Is it me, or is Friday just coming faster? -.-


Fuyooh, my whole body aching seh.
Yeah, tuition as usual today.
Gah, 30th today. And, Kaliesa isn't coming. Haha.
Smack your face! Haha(extracted)
eh, wait. *checks inbox*
Hah, cancelled today. Wth, haha.
Oh, and I took 1 hour just to edit this freaking blogskin,
only to realise it didn't have any effect/changes or whatever you call it.
Sheesh, waste my time only. Tsk.
So, I shall go blogskin hunting(again), yes? Haha.


I'm only halfway into 'Eclipse'. Like, omg.
I think i'm slow. Haha, sheesh.
Oh, and 'Yes Man' is funny. Hahaha, wth.
Go watch! Go watch!


Yesterday, went to TBP to change my tee, because mom said the word(s) were offensive.
Tsk, it said 'wtf'. So, since the rest were all 'offensive', I changed it to 'angsty'.
Gah, I wanted that 'wtf'. Hahaha(duh) that's why I bought it.
Eh, 20 bucks you know. Haha, bankrupt soon


Im just thinking of what to say.
Seriously, i'm having difficulties.
I look at my first few months of blogging, it seemed so easy to write compos.
Now it's like, killer.
Hahaha, i'll stop here.

love, shafeeqa♥

Alone at home, the rest went out for breakfast.
I had difficulties sleeping last night.
like, what do you expect? Its like freaking 30secs.
gah, pissed-off-ness.
I only got to sleep at what? 1? 2?
I just
don't know.
It's so unfair.


And, probably not going for the 30th.
gee, it's been since october
and I can't go.
gah, pissed-off-ness.
sheesh.


friday seems like a long way to go.
and i'm not excited about school, (duh)
why must this be so difficult?
gah, pissed-off-ness.


you left me sitting down, crying.


don't forget.
and seriously.
i don't want this to end.

love, shafeeqa♥

you changed my whole life
don't know what you're doing to me
with your love
i'm feeling all superhuman
you did that to me
superhuman heart beats in me
nothing can stop me
here with you ♥

Had lunch with Rusydina and bro at tiong just now. Then, did SS and talked on the phone.
Mom got home, only to have another earful of nags all because of grandma (-..-)
Staying up late today, maybe (?)

Oh, and god knows how bad I panicked last night, only to laugh at my stupidity this morning because of Afiqah -.- Haha.

love, shafeeqa♥

1.What have you been doing recently ?
Playing Hide and Seek.

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
Depends ah.

3.What happen at 10a.m today ?
Err, sitting down on the sofa?

4.When did you last cry ?
Yesterday night.

5.Believe in fate/destiny ?
I guess so?

6.What do you want in your life now ?
Err, idk.

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains of just put up your hood ?
Hoodie! I don't use umbrellas unless I don't have my hoodie. Haha.

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed ?
Wth? Sleep -.-

9.What bottom are you wearing right now ?
Pants?

10.Whats the nicest things in your inbox ?
Haha, idk.

11.Do you tend to make your relationships complicated ?
Nopez.

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone ?
Haha, neh.

13.What was the last movie you caught ?
Err, Twilight. Haha, at home it's Good Luck Chuck.

14.What are you proud of ?
Idk.

15.What was the oldest text msg in your inbox say ?
"Ehh, i don tink i cn go out sia.." Haha^^

16.What was the last song you sang out loud ?
Decode.

17.Do you have any nicknames ?
Uhhuh.

18.What does the newest text say ?
Uhh, hahaha. Must tell uh?

19.What time did you go to bed last night ?
After watching Total Finale Live.

20.Are you currently happy ?
No. Not at all.

21.Who gives you the best advise ?
That ustazah. Haha! And my mom.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
Uhhuh. It's messy fun!

23.Who did you talk on phone last night ?
Afiqah ♥

24.Is something bugging you now ?
Uhhuh

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh ?
Afiqah ♥

Saw this in Kaliesa's blog. My name was on the list. Did it. Done.

love, shafeeqa♥

Oh, look! That's Farah's present. HAHAHAHA!

yupz, like lol. AHAHAHA.

Kay, nvm.

Going Kallang later.

love, shafeeqa♥

Meeting up tomorrow again.
Omg, life is difficult now.
hide and seek.
yeah, thats basically it.
i miss doing stuff without having any restrictions.


and, oh.
for the 1st time, i finished my tuition homework.
ah, cool! hahaha.

love, shafeeqa♥

oh god.
no one knows how badly I cried last night.
i only managed to tell afiqah♥
the reason, because i was texting her.
i had difficulties sleeping
because my eyes were sore.
and yet, i never let go of my yellow sponge
because it was the only thing i had to hug
at that moment.


you will probably know what just happened
if i always text you.
find your own answers.
i've got nothing else to say.
i'll miss you people.


eh, drama seh. hah,
and. and I had fun with afiqah and farah♥
afiqah told me the new meaning of 'lol' ^^
and, they wanne watch THAT movie. hahaha.


didn't go lavender yesterday.
going today.
brother ditched me, afiqah and farah can't make it.
so i'm going alone.
planned to go somewhere after that.
you'll see.


and, people like my blog song.
hahaha.

love, shafeeqa♥

I don't want a replacement ):):):

going to lavender later. Before that, meeting up again.

happy birthday dian! ♥

love, shafeeqa♥

During tuition Nisha called, -.- HAHAHA. And I was like "No, havent finish!" Haha.
Yeah, went to meet Rusydina at Redhill then trained to Tiong Bahru to Nisha's house.
Sat there for about 45 minutes or so, then trained back to Redhill to meet up with Afiqah and Farah.
Then, trained to IMM. HAHAHA, oh I did alot of training today. Hahahaha, get it? get it?! HAHAHAH, nvm. haha


Ate there and then trained back to Clementi because Farah needed to do something about her ezlink. Yeah, and Afiqah was like telling me to start again. I tell you, I felt like begging seh, not to start. Sheesh.


Yeah, then trained to Commonwealth to send off Afiqah and Farah. Then, we(me and Rusydina) trained to City Hall. I tell you, me and Rusydina was like 'omg-ing' there. Hahahaha.
Then, went back to Tiong Bahru as Rusydina wanted to buy Polar(?) Yer, hahaha.
Decided to take a cab as I was running late for being early. Wth? Hahahaha.
True enough, Mom called and asked me where I was. Gaaaah, I never have peace in my life. Hahahaha, seriously.


Yeahhuh, reached grandmama's house and tried on my skinnies, which fit me like perfectly. But, decided to alter, haha. Because it looked weird, yknw the below part was not exactly how I pictured it would be, yeah. Haha.


Texted, and went home. Texted again. And, did my holiday assignment. Hahahaha, omg. It's starting to kill me. Sheesh, imagine doing over 21 essays, sheesh. In your own words. Ahhhh, killer. Pure torture mansxzx. Hahahahaha!


So, buying digi cam tomorrow and then going to Tampines. Yeah.
Hahahaha.

now tell me, what should I do?


I don't want to start again, dear. Pls.

love, shafeeqa♥

So, woke up at 0830 because i've got tuition at 1030? Yeah, hahaha. And, yes i'm bored because there's no one online, and Rusydina still haven't reply my text. Hahaha, tgh tdo uh tu.(I know I always wake up 1st eh, haha)


Going to school for awhile later for some reason I don't really know. Then, going City Hall? Maybe? Idk, haha.


Oh, I realised next week is gonne be a bore for me. Haha, because there's like nothing to do. Standard uh, hahaha. So, I ajaked Rusydina to go out on Monday, and she was like "I can't, how come cnt today?" -.- Hahahaha, sheesh. You should have seen my reaction, hahaha.


I watched ANTM last morning(?), hahaha. And I was kind of disgusted because the paint was like entering the nose, and like dripping on the lips. And I was like, "you've got to be kidding me" haha.
Eh, finally someone I know online, Sufri. HAHAHAHA. lol, reaction klakar sakz.

love, shafeeqa♥

10 december
happy birthday linah.

ah, currently doing holiday assignments, haha. Oh, and waiting for someone to call me, hee.
blog soon! haha, I really got nothing to blog about.

12 december
happy birthday hein htet.

Someone made me panic like mad yesterday morning. HAHAHA

So, i'm alone at home and my whole family went with my brother to his Manchester United Soccer School. Whoo, great. I'm dying of boredom.
All my friends are like outside, and i'm stuck at home doing nothing. Seriously, I don't know what to do with my life right now. Haha, sheesh.


Oh, yesterday night, my mum talked about what I wanne be when I grow up. And I seriously don't know. And, she mentioned DENTIST. Eh, the way she say it is like super cool uh!
Haha, so dentist maybe? Haha, or or or. Property agent? Advertising?
Gaaaah, help. Haha.


I had a good talk with people about him. And, and seriously. I'm really starting to... Ah, I really don't know what to say. You are really disappointing alot of people. Really, trust me. You don't know how much pain you caused them to go through. So, yeah. Think about it.


Ah, so sorry I couldn't make it tomorrow guys!
Especially Rusydina.
SORRY ):):):

love, shafeeqa♥

Tagged by Sufri!

1. Do you have secrets?
- yeahhuh

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you?
- duh -.-

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- It depends

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- SPLURGE! haha, neh. I'll do something with it.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Err, I don't have one?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved by someone

7.How do you define love?
- Love is..err.. idk!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Forget it.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- Yupz!

10. What makes you sad?
- When I fight with my close friends, and when someone close to me leaves me.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- A successful person?

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- My anjengz! Friends and family ♥

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
- Having a life.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- None, haha!

15. What is your favourite colour?
- Green! Red yellow purple orange ^^

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
- I'll find someone better. HAHA!

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- It depends.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- I can't live w/o you, ILY!

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
- Friends ♥

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- Maybe.

5 ppl who's goin to do this survey.
a) Rusydina
b) Hanisha
c) Nanaa
d) Kaliesa
e) Ayeen


Tagged by Nanaa!

MY NAME --- Shafeeqa

1. Four letter word= Shit

2. Boy name= Sean

3.Girl name= Sarah

4. Occupation= Stripper

5. Colour= Sapphire

6. Something you wear = Sunblock

7. Beverage= Sprite

8. Food= Squid

9. Place= Spain

10. Something found in bathroom= Shampoo

11. Reason for being late= Stayed up late

12. Something you shout= SHIT!

13. Font= Scriptina

14. TV show= Saturday Night Live!

15. Song Title= Seventeen Forever

Now pass this stupid quiz to 10 people ( random ) :

Fill in your own blanks.

I can't believe I fell for someone like YOU. omg.

Crapped on the phone yesterday night for like 2 hours with Afiqah, Nisha and Farah.
Whoo! I had fun(I always do), eventhough I was doing my assignment.
Yeah, FA hung up early and then I the other two called me instead because I scared my bill berlambung. Haha.
They were like singing out loud. Omg, FEELING YOU! Hahaha.
So, suddenly eh. Jump to a topic about this guy who they compare to a Frog -.- wth! Hahaha.
They we're like surprised that I told them I don't adore(?) him anymore. Yeah. Just forget it.

love, shafeeqa♥

4th dec 2008
went to vivo with brother and uncle for shopping, haha.
eh, stupid converse shop doesn't have my size, haha. sheesh.
so, yeah. ended up buying shoes and brother still haven't found his mp3 player.


oh, according to the bloody FedEx, my package is gonne arrive on the 4th at noon.
eh, guess what. It's 5 dec, and it's still not friggin here yet, wth.
sheesh, if cannot make it, then say lah! Sheesh, make me anticipate only -.-


so, went home and did holiday assignments, haha. My birthday, and I still do holiday assignments yaw! haha ^^
Webcammed with Rusydina for awhile, and then talked on the phone with her until about midnight because mum was pestering me to hang up -.-


5th dec 2008
Went off to meet up with Afiqah and Farah outside school at around 12:30? Yeah, headed to MRT to meet up with Rusydina.
Then, trained to Tiong Bahru to wait for Nisha. YAY! All the A's were there, hahaha. (how i miss them)
Sat at KFC, then walked around with Rusydina and Afiqah because Nisha and Farah was going somewhere. (eh, i didn't know where they were going at that time kay. I know im slow)
Yeah, then met up with them again and went to NTUC to teman Nisha buy groceries.
Ahh, Nisha is scared of dead prawns, hahahaha. Took escalator to MRT, and Afiqah was like looking at me like, *grins* and I was like, "whaaaaaat?! *grins*
Then, she stood behind me and she like leaned against my back. I tell you, I nearly fell down the escalator okay?! Hahahaha.(anws, ahhh. you're wearing red and green. haha)
Yeah, then stood outside the MRT entrance.
Then, Nisha told me to close my eyes, and she held this very very very very cute green carebear in front of me. OMG, that's so cute! Hahaha, ty Nisha loveeeee♥
And, Rusydina gave me this purple box, hahaha. And she was like telling me to open it now, haha.
So, those two people(Afiqah and Nisha) was like stressing me because I didn't know who to follow(them or rusydina).
In the end, followed Rusydina because she's the only one, hahaha. Awwh, so sad. Hahaha.


Ah, listing time!
Thank you loads to:
Hanisha, Rusydina, Afiqah, Farah, Nurul, Linah, Diana, Rini, Sufri, Faizah, Mamahani, Syafiqah, Kaliesa, Nanaa, Zul, Cheryl, Farhan, Pearlyn, Putri, Zaff, Diyanah, Munyee, Edwin, Andi, Ahmir, Lyana, Murni, Sheakyn, Feeza, Rafi, Dian, Lay Peng, Amiera, Ida, Iffah, Syarifah, Lutfi, Hamizah, Jermaine, Ferra, Meerah, Nurinsyirah and others who I missed out!
Sorry if your name is not here! hahaha, I tried my best to remember, hee♥

love, shafeeqa♥

ahhhhhhhh.

ty to all those people who wished me yesterday, smack at midnight. hahahaha, lol. ^^

i'll update soon, about yesterday and stuff, because i'm rushing now.

and, yes. I love rusydina's letter, hahahaha.

hee, ♥

love, shafeeqa♥

you keep me wondering when you're gonne talk to me again.
tomorrow perhaps. idk?
now, you tell me.

Yesterday night, texted rusydina again, haha. Oh, she's like so craving for that link, hahaha. And I was like, 'Bertenang rusydina'. Hahahaha, eh but really seh! It's like bloody cheap lah! I'm sooooo getting them, haha.


So, just came back from mengaji. Oh, shocking right?! I know, hahahaha! Sheesh, I was like walking around the neighbourhood with the selendang draping my head. LOL, HAHAHAHA.
Embarrassing seh! Haha.


Kay, so now at my grandmama's house. Stoning. Doing nothing. Eh, boring siao! Haha, sheesh.
Oh, 'Bolt' is coming out tomorrow! Hahaha, I think that fatty hamster is cute, haha.


That ustazah called me again just now, haha. Honestly, it's funny, yet irritating because she gives 'ceramah', lol. Hahaha, sheesh.


we're only a day awaaaaaaaaaaaaay. lol, hahaha.

love, shafeeqa♥

eh, you. don't avoid me lah seh. ):):):):):
i'm sry.

a long time ago
Hong Kong Disneyland!

you will soon be mine! haha

Been texting Rusydina the whole day so far. She told me that Afiqah deleted her friendster, and I only knew now -.- I know, KETINGGALAN ZAMAN, haha.
And, and i'm so going to that pasar malam thingy at her house, haha. I wanne see what's there, hee!


So, basically i'm doing my tuition homework for later. Oh, bummer.


Happy Birthday Rini! ♥

love, shafeeqa♥